a thought

Thats what I experienced...
It was infinite nothingness for a brief moment
-It was really really weird....
I was there but I wasnt...
It was like I didnt exist but I did.....
but everything was beautiful and there was nothing to worry about or be afraid of...
I still have no idea what that was....
maybe home is love...

I dont share it with many people cause its hard to explain without sounding a little bit crazy or like im on drugs.
but I came to a point where I realized that who I am-
is what ive experienced.
we leave imprints on peoples lives.
I started having flashbacks of how others thoughts and opinions became my own without me even realizing it-
and it went all the way back to before I could even talk-
then all of a sudden it just happened...
and after that my mind completely opened up and I understood things I had never been taught...

seperated from the rest because I just watch the world around me and realize that its an illusion in a way.
I can tell so much about people-
Ive just become an observer most of the time...